It's been a tough month.I've experienced feelings of hurt & abandonment, of being used. I've watched my oldest daughter get married and found out that my ex-husband decided to marry his mistress on the anniversary of our first date (really?!?!) I've had a half a dozen dates this month, one seemed very promising but he turned out to be just another "guy" who was distracted by a prettier name on the other line.Through all of this, the one aspect of my life that never fails to lift [...]