Many people think you're on a flight to independence. I hope they're right, but I find it near impossible to believe you would allow me to suffer not knowing. What is more unbelievable but seems most likely is my beautiful boy, with a wonderful heart, took his own life. It's easier to believe, but harder to accept you felt I'd be better off without you. So I keep writing emails in hopes one day you'll respond. I love you Matt. Please be alright and dro [...]
